drunkencynic's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i can stop the pain if i will it all away I keep expecting him to change, to turn human all of a sudden, to start caring about me and my feelings, not just about whether or not I will continue to let him fuck me. But it never happens. So- I am free from Thomas. I will not continue to get hurt this way. All ties must be severed. I have fallen in love with Evanescence's song Whisper. It's brilliant. Their music makes the pain numb. I don't know why. 9:08 p.m. - 2003-07-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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