drunkencynic's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- one of the lost I've hit rock bottom. I didn't think I'd get here, but here I am. I feel so...raped of joy. I have nothing. I didn't want to get here. I don't mean to be like this. But after Elena left (I won't see her for another two months) I just fell down and cried. It's not just that. I'll miss her so much, but I'm also excited for her and I know it will be endurable. But everything is a mess and I'm left feeling like a pumpkin at Halloween with all my insides scraped out and dumped in the garbage. 6:52 p.m. - 2003-06-30 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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